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Pr Sujith Samuel's Testimony

Call to Salvation

I grew up hearing God’s Word preached in churches and learned many things about the Christian life through Sunday School. But those things became a mechanical routine, and I lost interest in spiritual things. I started to think that believing and following Christ can help a person live a good moral life in society. As other religions also teach people to live by upholding good virtues, I thus concluded that Christianity is just one way among many so-called religions to help people live a good life by having a sense of fear of God. I started to focus more on my academic pursuits with the hope of getting a good job. I wanted to live the so-called “morally upright” life in society by caring for myself and helping others through charity or social work. I used to spend time in studies and reading good books. I learnt much from the lives of people like Mahatma Gandhi, Mother Teresa, etc. At the same time, I had high regard for Jesus as I was aware that even Gandhi learned his principles of non-violence from the example of Jesus. Jesus said, “Ye have heard that it hath been said, An eye for an eye, and a tooth for a tooth: But I say unto you, That ye resist not evil: but whosoever shall smite thee on thy right cheek, turn to him the other also” (Matt 5:38-39). I continued to read the Bible, looking for wise counsels to help me live a good life. I looked for Christian books which can also aid me in understanding the Bible and motivate me to live a good life. I ended up having great admiration for the “Positive Thinking” movement in Christian circles. Norman Vincent Peale’s “Power of Positive Thinking”, Robert Schuller’s writings, etc., became my favourite go-to books. 

I continued to be part of the church with all these pursuits. I am thankful to the Lord that I was baptised in an evangelical church as an infant. The church has catechism classes and confirmation before admitting a person into communion. The local pastor then started conducting catechism classes regularly to prepare some youths for confirmation. I started attending them regularly. It shook my views about Jesus and the Bible. I came across claims of Jesus, like “I am the way, the truth, and the life: no man cometh unto the Father, but by me” (John 14:6); “I and my Father are one” (John 10:30). Moreover, Peter, one of Jesus’ close disciples, declared: “Neither is there salvation in any other: for there is none other name under heaven given among men, whereby we must be saved” (Acts 4:12). I understood that Jesus is claiming that He is God and there is no other way to be saved except by believing in Jesus. I was wrong in thinking that Christianity is one among many ways to reach God, or that it is a religious system to help people live the good life. I repented of my sins and put my faith in the Lord Jesus Christ. I was confirmed as a member of the church and had the privilege of partaking my first holy communion with the understanding that Christ’s body was broken and His blood was shed for the forgiveness of my sins.

Call to Ministry

Since then, I started reading the Bible with a renewed interest. I used to get up early morning to do my school homework and studies. Before starting my studies, I spent some time in prayer and in chronological reading of the Bible, starting initially with the Gospels and then the Acts of the Apostles. When Jesus called the apostles, they forsook all and followed Him (Luke 5:11). I also saw the need for preaching the Gospel, especially in unreached areas. It was also a time when I started to read biographies of Christian missionaries. The Lord impressed upon my heart to consider becoming a preacher of the Gospel. But I could not entertain such thoughts as I was doing quite well in my studies and had ambitions of getting a good job. So, I resisted the thought of serving God by forsaking all. I started comforting myself with thoughts like “I can serve God by doing work and supporting the church and preachers.” I was also aware of the difficulties of the ministry and was very concerned whether I could handle these. 

While I was reading Acts, amidst going through all the doubts and fears concerning the ministry, I came across this verse – “But ye shall receive power, after that the Holy Ghost is come upon you: and ye shall be witnesses unto me both in Jerusalem, and in all Judaea, and in Samaria, and unto the uttermost part of the earth” (Acts 1:8). I felt as if this verse was speaking to me directly. I found comfort in the fact that the Holy Spirit will help me in all difficulties of the ministry. I decided to give my life for the Lord’s work. I shared this with a close Christian friend and the pastor of my church. Both of them encouraged me to pray and prepare for the ministry. The pastor also suggested going for Bible college training after finishing my studies in school. Once I finished my school studies, I was very concerned about what to do next. I had the desire to study in a Bible college. However, as soon as I got good results, I sought admission to a secular college. My family also was not supportive of me going for Biblical studies. I decided to seek admission to an engineering college and settled for secular studies.

Doubting the Call to Ministry

Frankly, I was not very interested in engineering as I was sure that after the course, I needed to study for the ministry. But slowly, I developed a great interest in some subjects of Computer Science (like Open-Source Software). I started promoting open-source software like GNU / Linux OS on campus. I decided to work in the IT industry, where I could promote and develop open-source software. The devil used it as an “idol” to draw me away from Christ and my calling. I started to doubt my calling. I concluded that my desire and call regarding the ministry was purely out of excitement after becoming a new believer, and that I was not called for the ministry.

But God worked in an amazing way to bring me back from my pursuit of an IT career. The college where I was studying was run by a Roman Catholic church, and the locality was also full of Roman Catholics. There was no Protestant church nearby. So, I started listening to sermons online. I came across R. C. Sproul’s Ligonier ministries and started listening to him regularly. I got convicted that God is sovereign over every affair of my life, including my salvation. The truth is that salvation is wholly a work of God and that He has “chosen [me] in him before the foundation of the world” (Eph 1:4). This doctrine changed my perspective about God, myself and also about ministry. I understood my ignorance concerning Scripture and the need to study God’s Word more. I started to study more about Reformed doctrines and theology. As there is a lack of Presbyterian or Reformed churches in the place where I grew up, I was not able to learn much, apart from the occasional hearing of sermons or reading of books available online. The only Presbyterian or Reformed pastor I personally knew at that time was Pastor Koshy. By God’s providence, I had met him once before in a youth camp (in India) where he spoke. I then got his email, phone number, etc., since I liked his messages. I occasionally raised my doubts to him about Reformed doctrines through Facebook, which he did sometimes reply. I understood the need to study the Word of God systematically and started enquiring about different Reformed Bible colleges, and later also told Pastor Koshy about my desire. He suggested Far Eastern Bible College, and I decided to apply. Though doubts regarding my calling were still there, I decided to proceed and get trained if admitted.

Conviction about the Call to Ministry

I got admission to FEBC and started my studies. I am thankful to the Lord for the faithful teaching and training the college offers. But I was not able to make full use of this, as I was studying without conviction about my call to the ministry. I even started thinking about discontinuing my studies. While studying, my sister got diagnosed with tuberculosis in her school in another city, far away from our hometown. As my other family members could not travel to help her, I was asked to go and visit her immediately. Her condition was severe, and all family members, including me, thought she would die. I requested the principal (Dr Jeffrey Khoo) for permission to leave. He advised me to visit her and also to read from the Book of Psalms to her. Thus, while I met my sister in serious condition, I read verses from Psalms to her and prayed to the Lord to save her. I also prayed that if the Lord would heal her, I would serve the Lord. The Lord indeed answered my prayers. She got healed from her sickness by undergoing treatment for around six months. I came back to resume my studies in FEBC with full conviction to serve the Lord. The Lord also rebuked me through Luke 9:62 – “And Jesus said unto him, No man, having put his hand to the plough, and looking back, is fit for the kingdom of God.”

Preparation for Pastoral Ministry

The Lord has truly helped me to finish my training in FEBC. I am thankful that He led me to a good Bible college and also to Gethsemane BPC for worship. I was greatly blessed by the teachings provided in the college and also in the church. After completing my course, I was given the privilege to serve as a preacher of Gethsemane BPC. The Lord has blessed the work and helped me to start a church, GBI, and a bookroom in the mission station, where He has led me to do the Gospel work. I have the privilege to further learn about pastoral ministry through the “Pastoral Biblical Studies” class taught by Pastor Koshy through GBI (online). It was very beneficial as I could learn while engaging in the ministry. Many practical things related to the ministry were taught and discussed in the classes.

Meanwhile, the ministry was slowly growing, and we thought of granting some regular worshippers church membership. But the whole ministry was greatly affected due to the Covid pandemic. Most of our ministries were shut down except for online GBI classes. I am thankful to GBI (online) and FEBC for providing many online subjects to train students. Once the restrictions were lifted, we managed to resume some ministries of the church. God has also blessed me with a wife (Dorcas Koshy) and helped us hold our wedding amid all the Covid restrictions. As a family, we now serve the Lord (cf. Joshua 24:15). But as I was not ordained, we were not able to conduct baptism, issue church membership or conduct holy communion regularly. I am thankful to the Lord that He has led Pastor Koshy, the Board of Elders and fellow ministers to ordain me into the pastoral ministry, so that I may serve the Lord in the church more effectively. 

Please pray for me that I will serve the Lord faithfully, and that the Lord will also raise more men to be pastors, preachers, elders and deacons in the mission church. “The harvest truly is plenteous, but the labourers are few; pray ye therefore the Lord of the harvest, that he will send forth labourers into his harvest” (Matt 9:37-38).

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Pr Donald dela Cruz's Testimony

God’s Leading to Worship Him in Singapore

I first arrived in Singapore on August 30, 2004. Like most Filipinos working overseas, I came to Singapore with the goal of earning and saving money, so that I can provide a comfortable life for myself and my family. It has always been my dream to retire early and enjoy the fruits of my labour. It was my desire to have my own big farm, growing fruit-bearing trees and rearing domesticated animals, especially horses. So, I worked daily with that objective in mind. When I became a new believer, having received the Lord on July 18, 2004, I first attended a Baptist church in Manila. This church had been receiving copies of RPG published by Calvary Pandan B-P Church, Singapore. About a month later, the Lord opened an opportunity for me to go to Singapore for employment. I asked the pastor to recommend a church for me to attend worship while in Singapore. They gave me an RPG devotional, and advised me to contact the two addresses printed on it.

After settling down and familiarising myself with the way of life in Singapore, I sought to worship the Lord. When I checked out the two addresses printed on the RPG devotional, I realised that 9A Gilstead Road was nearer to where I was staying in Ang Mo Kio. So, I went there one Sunday afternoon and I met Eld Ng Poh Kok inside Life B-P Church. (Elder Ng was then an Elder of Sharon B-P Church before coming to Gethsemane B-P Church). He introduced me to one Filipino student (then studying in FEBC), who gave me the address of Gethsemane BPC. I attended my first worship service in Gethsemane BPC on October 10, 2004. I continued going there to learn God’s Word, and was very happy serving the Lord in Gethsemane.

God’s Leading to Serve Him Full-Time

When I returned to the Philippines for a short visit in February 2008, the Lord laid upon my heart a very heavy burden for the Gospel advancement. While there, I visited a church that I came to know through Bro Randy’s wife. {Bro Randy was my closest college friend. It was he who shared with me the Gospel when we were in college, but I did not believe then. We also worked in the same company in the Philippines. After I came to Singapore, I recommended him to my boss and, by God’s grace, he was accepted to work in Singapore.} Anyway, when I went to that church, the worship service was delayed for almost an hour. When I enquired about the situation, I was told that they did not have a resident pastor – only a pastor from another church visited them to preach the Word once a month. On that day, a deacon was assigned to preach. However, he did not come because his wife became unwell. Though the service finally started, to my surprise, when it was time for the sermon, they just pointed to one of the deacons and commanded him to go up to the pulpit and preach. He was unprepared to preach. My heart sank and was gripped with a sense of burden and pity for the hungry souls waiting in the congregation to be fed. It was that time the Lord started to stir my heart to consider the necessity and duty of feeding His flock with His Word. 

Hebrews 13:17 kept ringing in my ears: “Obey them that have the rule over you, and submit yourselves: for they watch for your souls, as they that must give account, that they may do it with joy, and not with grief: for that is unprofitable for you.” What account would these church leaders give unto the Lord on that day? They will be ashamed when the Lord requires them to give an account of the ministry entrusted to them. I was also reminded of another verse: “But when he saw the multitudes, he was moved with compassion on them, because they fainted, and were scattered abroad, as sheep having no shepherd” (Matthew 9:36).

I returned to Singapore with a heavy burden. I could not understand what was happening to me. I am happily serving the Lord in Gethsemane and suddenly things became so different. I was not aware then that the Lord was already working in my heart. The calling to serve Him full-time came to light while attending FEBC night lectures. I was struggling because I was not ready to let go of my ambitions. I was starting a business and it was doing well. My dreams were taking shape and I was questioning the Lord, “Why now?” It was a great struggle. 

The Lord was pleased to “remove the obstacles” – my flourishing business crashed during the 2007-2009 financial crisis. I was in debt to the banks and I prayed to the Lord to restore me. I vowed that if the Lord would give me the strength to pay my debt, I would serve Him full-time. I worked diligently with a different purpose, even to fulfil my obligations and then go on serving the Lord. The Lord enabled me to pay my debts after 1½ years. He also gave me extra, so I could contribute to the Lord’s work. I felt relieved. I was prepared to serve Him full-time. I joined FEBC for my theological training in January 2010. Looking back, I can say that the collapse of my business and the giving up of my life ambitions were the best things that happened in my life. The Lord gave me the assurance in Hebrews 13:5 – “Let your conversation be without covetousness; and be content with such things as ye have: for he hath said, I will never leave thee, nor forsake thee.” 

I enjoyed my studies in FEBC. I always looked forward to the lectures. Though there were many struggles, the Lord sustained me. Three and a half years of theological studies went by very fast. I am very thankful for FEBC for moulding me to be a minister of the Gospel. The training was both biblical and practical. It was also there that the Lord provided for me a life partner, Se Jin. 

God’s Leading to Serve in Pangasinan

When I surrendered my life to serve the Lord, He also opened the door of opportunity for my future ministry. I was attending and serving in the Gethsemane Filipino Fellowship (GFF). I supported the work in whatever capacity the Lord allowed. Many of our sisters in GFF at that time came from northern Philippines, and they harboured hope that some of us would visit their family members to share the Gospel. Sis Cecile Batrina was the most persistent among them. In several such GFF-organised mission trips to Pangasinan, I joined them and saw the “vineyard” really ready for harvest. Many believed and trusted in the Lord during the mission trips. Among those were the families of Sis Margie Jasmin (Cecile’s sister) and Bro Mario Naranjo (Cecile’s cousin). Sis Jinky Batrina (Cecile’s sister-in-law) later trusted in the Lord during the 2nd mission trip. These three families are still serving the Lord with us till this day. Praise the Lord!

The harvest field was ready but the preacher was not, because I was still studying in FEBC then. In order to attend to the spiritual needs of the newly converted brethren, the then Pr Dennis Kabingue made arrangements with Cornerstone Baptist Mission in Villasis (led by Pastor Louie D Hitosis) to let the brethren join their worship service. That church was more than an hour away. The GFF contributed towards their meals and the rental of a jeepney to transport them. The arrangement continued until the inauguration of Gethsemane B-P Mission Church, Pangasinan. 

June 7 and June 8, 2014 were important dates in my life and ministry – my wedding day and the new mission church’s inauguration respectively! Praise the Lord for bringing many brethren to witness the events. We started the work at 84 Sarmiento Village, Bolosan, Dagupan City. We stayed in Dagupan City until March 2021. 

The Lord added more souls as we faithfully declared the Word. Though the recent pandemic caused disruption to our regular evangelistic visitations and gatherings, the Lord still opened doors to preach the Gospel. For example, while we visited our sick brethren in the hospital, I shared the Gospel with an elderly lady patient, Rosie Manuel. The Lord used her testimony to reach out to her family in Pugaro, resulting in her family regularly attending our church in Dagupan. Though Covid restrictions interrupted their participation in worship, the Lord has brought them back to the church again to worship. They continue to come to the present address of the mission station (Macayug, Mangaldan). 

Praise God for leading us to Macayug, Mangaldan, where we have 2 children ministries in the vicinity. It is also nearer to most of the brethren from Binday. When we moved here, the Lord brought brethren (who had returned from Singapore) to focus on building up their families in the ways of the Lord. We thank God for Bro Jumar Balicao and Bro Kyt Bince and their families; they are faithful supporters of the Lord’s work here. They serve as worship chairmen and bring along others every Lord’s Day. Bro Jumar’s father, Julito Balicao, also joins the church meetings. These brethren use their private cars to fetch brethren from the towns of Binday and Villasis. The family of Sis Charlene Mae Abrena from Villasis also join us in our worship service.

In the midst of serving God, I rejoice to have an opportunity to continue to learn and sharpen my theological and pastoral knowledge. Praise the Lord for GBI (online) Ministry. While I was studying at FEBC, I was just focusing on studying. When I began the ministry in the mission field, I felt the need to further equip myself to face the theological and pastoral challenges I encounter. The ministry has been a daily learning experience even until this day. GBI’s Pastoral Biblical Studies (PBS) were designed to tackle the ministerial challenges. The PBS truly helped me to understand sound theological and practical truths pertaining to the ministry. We can never exhaust the learning of God’s Word; that is why I want to learn continuously. The PBS also was a great encouragement to me. We students see one another every week online, and share our burdens and struggles. Such interaction encourages me to press on with the ministry that the Lord has given us. I feel very joyful to hear how the Lord is working in other parts of the world. 

Now, as I will be ordained to the pastoral ministry, I pray that the Lord will continually equip and empower me to serve Him faithfully and fervently, together with my family, in His church, particularly in Pangasinan. Brethren, please pray for us!

God’s intended purpose for the married woman is that she will be, first and foremost, the “helpmeet” of her husband (Gen. 2:18), as well as a joyful mother of their children and the keeper of the house (Psalms 113:9; 128:3; Prov. 31:10-31; 1 Timothy 5:14; Titus 2:4-5). The primary realm of her work assigned by God is in the home. Scripture expects her to manage the affairs of the house for the well-being of her husband and her children. The overwhelming and clear teaching of Scripture concerning godly women is that the primary realm of their work and activity ought to be in and around their homes. Of course, this does not prevent them from going out of the house for necessary personal and family matters, for helping the poor, and for fulfilling God-given abilities and obligations. Nonetheless, God expects godly men to labour to provide for the family (Psalm 128:1-2; 1 Tim. 5:8; cf. Gen 3:19), and their wives to keep the home with joy and dedication. God has commissioned women, and not men, to be keepers of the house.

One classic biblical example that a Christian wife or mother can follow is the virtuous woman of Proverbs 31. Undoubtedly, her first place of work was her home, and her first concern was the household tasks. When she occasionally went out of the house to buy household goods (vv. 13-14) or to sell things she made at home (v. 24), she was not engaging in a profession, like the modern career woman who leaves home daily for most of her waking hours. She spent much of her time working daily within and around the house (vv. 15-22, 27), caring for her family members and poor neighbours (v. 20). Even though she had maids to do household tasks, she laboured much at home to supervise and provide for the needs of her family (making clothes, preparing / serving food, and engaging in other household chores), and support the poor neighbours. She would wake up very early, even before sunrise, to start her work at home. Her regular daytime work was at her own home and its vicinity – not in other people’s farms or industries, managing or running their businesses. She was far from the modern-day career (or business) woman who works during most of the waking hours of the day elsewhere, away from the house. It is not to say that she had never gone out of her house. She would go out to do marketing or carry out needful transactions (vv. 13-14, 24), but the base of her daily work was her home. In her family, she was the manager of household chores. She did it with commitment and dignity. She did not leave the care of the house to her husband, so as to pursue a career or business herself. In fact, her husband was a man of great responsibility in society. His place among the council of elders at the city gate is particularly mentioned (v. 23). There is no indication that her husband was a “stay-home” husband while she went out to be a career woman (a proposition not found in the Scriptures). The virtuous woman of Proverbs 31 was, first and foremost, a keeper (or manager) of her house who cared for her husband and children, as well as the poor and needy.

Today, with many modern facilities at their disposal, young Christian wives think they can take care of their families without spending much time at home. So, many young Christian women choose to be career women instead of keepers at home. Often, they fail to consider the mental, emotional, and physical stress and fatigue to which they fall prey. They return home (after work) most of the evenings drained of their mental and physical energy, struggling to attend to the needs and challenges of family life. Many crucial matters concerning the care and support for the husband, as well as the nurturing of the children, go unnoticed and are left unattended. Often, this results in family members falling prey to spiritual dangers and disunity. Young wives ought to be sober (cf. Titus 2:4) concerning their God-given priorities in life. They should not unwisely spend time and effort in activities outside the home (whether they be job, business, leisure, or other forms of service), which would result in dereliction of God-given responsibilities and duties at home. They must give their very best (and not ‘leftover’) to the loving care of their husbands and children. It is of great importance that all family members maintain a genuine desire to obey and honour the Lord and His Word, in order for the blessings and glory of the Lord to crown our homes. Husbands must give biblical advice to their wives, and encourage them with the prayer that they may joyfully fulfil their God-given duties at home. Let no husband reverse the roles God has assigned to each family member. Husbands’ duty at home is not to change God-given responsibilities, but to instruct everyone at home to adhere to God’s counsels.

The presence and toil of every godly woman in the home is a favour that God provides for her husband and her children (Proverbs 18:22; 19:14). Women are created to help their husbands and tenderly nourish their children for the glory of God. It is a matter that Scripture has emphatically taught both in the Old and New Testaments. It is a timeless truth that God has given in His Word to bless every godly family. None should tamper with it! Titus 2:4-5 exhorts us that we should adhere to the instructions concerning married young women to be chaste, be obedient to their own husbands, be lovers of their husbands and children, and be keepers at home, so “that the word of God be not blasphemed”. The unmistakable indication here is that we should not disregard the warning given by the apostle Paul that the Word of God will be blasphemed (or defamed) by married young women doing otherwise. When we neglect God-given counsel, we will dishonour God and His truth. The apostle Paul issues a similar caution in his first letter to Timothy, “I will therefore that the younger women marry, bear children, guide the house, give none occasion to the adversary to speak reproachfully. For some are already turned aside after Satan” (1 Tim. 5:14-15). Where God’s will is spurned, Satan’s will is pursued. May our homes be a place where God’s Word is always honoured and every satanic, worldly idea opposed.

Sermon Text: Psalm 12
Speaker: Pastor Prabhudas Koshy
Date: 5th June 2022

Written by Pr Jeremiah Sim

It has been my great privilege that the Lord has called and directed me to serve in the Prison Ministry. The objective of the Prison Ministry is similar to any other ministries, that is, to bring honour and glory to the Lord Jesus Christ. We, who serve in Gethsemane Prison Ministry, desire and endeavour to reach out to the inmates of Changi Prison with the Gospel message and thus to lead them to Jesus Christ, the only Saviour, for their salvation.

Nonetheless, we do face enormous challenges because quite a good number of them are physically, mentally and, most of all, spiritually impaired. Most of them struggle to deal with ‘the outcast’ stigma in the society, as well as to order their lives well. The circumstances of their lives have become so troubling that, from time to time, they think of their lives as futile and meaningless. Not only that, there are also many inmates who have long inculcated the ideology of gangsterism. They are behind bars due to various heinous crimes that they had committed.

Although the challenges of this ministry are numerous, we thank God that the preaching of the Gospel “… is the power of God unto salvation to every one that believeth; to the Jew first, and also to the Greek” (Romans 1:16). Therefore, I find great joy and comfort as I witness to even hard-core prisoners. This is especially the case, when they are ready to turn to the Lord Jesus Christ in repentance and acknowledgment of Him as their Lord and personal Saviour. Those who have turned to Him, gather together once a week to be taught God’s Word by a group of zealous and dedicated preachers and brethren who persevere to regularly visit them in the prison. Every Tuesday, Wednesday, and Sunday, they minister the Word to the inmates with joy and love.

I covet your earnest prayers for our Prison Ministry, particularly, for those brethren who are entering the prison to minister the Gospel to the inmates. Pray for more labourers in this regard, that the Lord may impress upon their hearts to serve in this ministry. How wonderful is the encouragement in 1 Corinthians 15:58 given to us – “Therefore, my beloved brethren, be ye stedfast, unmoveable, always abounding in the work of the Lord, forasmuch as ye know that your labour is not in vain in the Lord”! May our Lord’s name be honoured and glorified. Amen.

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A Report of Gethsemane Prison Ministry

Written by Pr Kelvin Lim

“This is the day which the LORD hath made; we will rejoice and be glad in it” (Psalm 118:24).

Since 2011, our preachers and some members of Gethsemane Bible-Presbyterian Church, together with other brethren from our affiliated churches, have been entering Changi Prison Complex (CPC) – under the umbrella of Singapore Anti-Narcotics Association (SANA) – to conduct Bible study on weekdays for inmates. These inmates have been incarcerated because of drugs offences. Over the years, some former inmates have joined us on the Lord’s Day for worship occasionally, while a few have come to The Gethsemane Care Ministry (TGCM) for their rehabilitation programme. One or two have even become our church members. But none of them had ever applied for a prison pass to join our preachers and associates in the Prison Ministry thus far!

Thanks be unto God, on the 18th May 2022, Pang Yee Hong, aka Wayne, partnered Pr Kelvin Lim and joined him in our Prison Ministry. Bro. Wayne, as he is affectionately called, was one of those who had been incarcerated for drug offences in 2018. He had sat in Pr Kelvin’s weekday Bible study sessions for more than a year till his release in 2019. He was convinced through the teaching of God’s perfect Word that the tongues-speaking of today’s modernistic churches is not biblical! Upon release from CPC, he felt convicted to draw closer to Pr Kelvin.

Bro. Wayne is a member of Bethesda Hall (situated at Depot Walk) and worships there with his children and his sister’s family. But he is very supportive of TGCM, and joined our brethren for morning devotions on Mondays, from June 2020 till February 2022 (when we moved on from Ponggol 17th Avenue to our current location). Besides, he was instrumental in bringing two of his acquaintances to TGCM for rehabilitation during the pandemic. Furthermore, he would attend our evening teaching service occasionally, just so to introduce some of his friends to our church.

Since his release from CPC, he had started attending theological classes in the Far Eastern Bible College (FEBC). He began with the course on “The History and Theology of the Bible-Presbyterian Church” in May 2019, and he has been growing in the grace and knowledge of our Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ! Recently, he graduated with a Certificate of Biblical Studies from FEBC, and would be continuing in studying towards a Diploma in Theology. Please remember him in your prayers.

In this regard, pray also for Bro. Ong Kian Ming, Benjamin. He had been with TGCM for a very brief duration in 2007 when we were at 40 Jalan Malu Malu, but he left without completing his programme. During his latest incarceration in CPC, he had met Pr Kelvin at the weekly Bible study. After his release since September last year, he continued to meet with Pr Kelvin for personal Bible study and prayer. He was encouraged to learn more about the LORD through systematic study of the Bible, and subsequently has enrolled himself for some online FEBC courses. God willing, when FEBC reopens in the next semester, with the resumption of on-site classes in the evening, he and others would be able to attend so that they would be built up in their most holy faith. May our ministry to inmates in CPC continue to lead men to God and establish the faith of the saints, for the glory of the LORD our God!

Sermon Text: Psalm 11
Speaker: Pastor Prabhudas Koshy
Date: 22nd May 2022

Written by Pr Cornelius Koshy

On Monday, 16 May 2022, 40 youths, 16 young adults and 3 members from the GYF committee spent the public holiday together on an outing to Pulau Ubin – our first outing in two years! This was also the first time the newly formed GYF Auxiliary Committee (comprising Bros Amoz Choy, Gideon Lee, Marcus Chee, Rayson Tan) were involved in organising activities for the youth fellowship.[1] We thank God that the Aux Comm did an excellent job in meticulously planning the entire day's itinerary and activities. Moreover, we thank God for the young adult helpers who assisted as group leaders, group overseers and game masters. They were committed in their respective roles and looked after the youths' safety throughout the trip. We thank God for cloudless skies and a crowd-less island where we could enjoy the day together!

The day began at 9.00 am, in GMC Seminar Room. Pr. Cornelius led the youths in a devotion from Job 39, which recorded God's wise works in the animal kingdom, giving some creatures more strength than others (Job 39:9-10), and removing wisdom from some creature (39:17). After being split into four groups, and playing some ice breaker games, the youths left GMC at 10 am on a chartered coach to Changi Ferry Point Terminal, where they were greeted by more young adult helpers. We had packet “brunch” along Changi Point Coastal Walk before embarking on five bumboats to Pulau Ubin. We thank God that there was no queue at the ferry terminal! We were concerned because the queues for the bumboat were 1.5 hours long a week before. We prayed and the Lord answered our prayers!

Reaching Pulau Ubin at 11.30 am, the youths began trekking along the undulating paths of Pulau Ubin, on both tarmac roads and stony paths, to reach the game stations between Jelutong Campsite and Mamam Campsite. Youths also had to complete side-tasks, such as spotting certain species of flora and fauna, as well as engaging in challenging opposing teams with games along the way. We thank God for protecting the youths from harm and danger throughout, and especially for supplying strength to Elder Choy and Dns Diana who also trekked the entire route! On average, we all trekked 8 km on the island.

All activities ended by 4.30 pm, and the youths regathered for prizes and refreshments. The last bumboat left Pulau Ubin at 5.30 pm, and the youths were refreshed yet again with sugarcane juice from Changi Village. Some left directly from the jetty, while others boarded the chartered coach which had two alighting points – at Pasir Ris and Bishan MRT stations respectively. We thank God for withholding the rain till the very end, and for everyone's participation and mutual help. We also thank God that Bro Hans' two friends were able to join us in this outing. God willing, they may join us in future for Gethsemane Youth Bible Hour on Saturdays. Our grateful thanks to all who have prayed for and supported us on this trip. May the meditation of the Word and the shared fellowship work in the youths' hearts to bring about God-honouring fruits in due time (cf. John 15:1-5). We also pray that the bonds formed among the youths will continue, so that Christian charity may abound among us (Psalm 133:1). We look forward to the overseas Youth Retreat at the end of the year, God willing, from 26 to 28 December.

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[1] Formed in March 2022, the Auxiliary Committee assists the GYF Committee (Pastor, Elder Choy, Dns Diana, Pr Cornelius) by executing the plans made by the GYF Committee. The Auxiliary Committee does not hold autonomous authority over the fellowship. The Aux Comm is given specific leadership over their assigned areas of service, and are to be exemplary in all manner of conversation.

This is an exposition of the story of Christ’s miraculous feeding of the five thousand. This event is very rich in spiritual lessons for every child of God. Perhaps that is the reason why this miracle of Jesus is recorded in all the four Gospels (Matthew 14:13-21; Mark 6:30-44; Luke 9:10-17; John 6:1-13).

There were more than five thousand people who were as hungry as hunters, and there was no way of providing enough food for all of them. To make things worse, it was also not possible for the people to get back to their homes quickly, as they had come from very far to be with Jesus.

The disciples felt helpless and anxious about the situation. But our blessed Master was not ruffled by this enormous need of the crowd to have food to eat. He was compassionate and concerned, yet calm and confident. So John recorded, “When Jesus then lifted up his eyes, and saw a great company come unto him, he saith unto Philip, Whence shall we buy bread, that these may eat? And this he said to prove him: for he himself knew what he would do” (John 6:5-6).

The Lord Jesus Christ knew exactly what He ought to do to feed that huge hungry crowd. He knew what He would do to solve that desperate situation. He had all the knowledge and power to feed everyone in the crowd and send them home, full and satisfied. Then, a very canny Philip tried to answer Jesus’ question, “Whence shall we buy bread, that these may eat?” He quickly did a calculation of the cost of food for such a large crowd, and said to Jesus, “Two hundred pennyworth of bread is not sufficient for them, that every one of them may take a little” (John 6:7).

Why did he mention that two hundred pennyworth of bread would not be enough? In fact, it was a large sum of money, which was about eight months’ wages. (One denarius was a day’s pay for a common labourer; two hundred denarii therefore represent about eight months’ wages.) It was sufficient to provide for a large family for more than eight months. But even such a large sum was not enough to feed this huge crowd. Philip could not think beyond the mundane activities of the market place. He was totally lost, and he had no idea how they could carry out their Master’s wish to feed the hungry crowd. Philip needed to believe that the Lord is able to do that which seems impossible in his mind.

Suddenly, the Lord’s work of provision began to unfold. “One of his disciples, Andrew, Simon Peter’s brother, saith unto Him, There is a lad here, which hath five barley loaves, and two small fishes: but what are they among so many?” (John 6:8-9). Andrew brought to Christ a boy who had five barley loaves and two small fishes.

This was so much lesser than Philip’s mention of two hundred pennyworth of food. The boy’s food was extraordinarily disproportionate to the need. Then why did he mention the boy’s five loaves and two small fishes? It must have been an amazing intervention of God’s providential hand. Against all logic, as it appeared, Andrew talked about what he had found.

Again we must wonder, “How did he find the boy in the crowd?” “Who was that boy?” “Was he a peddler who tried to make some money after having sold all he had except the five loaves of bread and two fishes?” “Or was he a hungry boy in the crowd who was about to eat the food packed by his mother?” We have no answer to these questions.

Nevertheless, we see the providence of God helping Andrew meet this boy in such a huge crowd and then bring him to the Lord. Is it not also amazing that the boy was willing to part with his food? Let us, therefore, believe in His providence. To meet the needs of His work, the Lord can even use a little boy.

The boy was willing to part with his food. There is no doubt that he gave the food to the Lord, for we read that “And Jesus took the loaves” (v. 11). The boy was not selfish, but generous. If the lad had considered his own need as most important, he would not have given that food to Jesus. But now because he had given his food to Christ, it became a blessing for him as well as the thousands who were around him.

Until the boy expressed his willingness to give his food for Christ’s use, he was an unknown lad to most people. So Andrew introduced him to Jesus, saying, “There is a lad here, which hath five barley loaves, and two small fishes” (v. 9). But his anonymity was not a hindrance to his contribution.

So, may you be rest assured that if you are willing to serve God, you need not be afraid that obscurity will ever prevent you from doing it. Do not say, “Nobody knows me, I don’t think I can be of any help to the huge challenges before us.” Just come forward to do what you are capable of for His glory. If you would avail yourself to the Lord, God would use you for great purposes.

The boy’s gift appeared very trivial. Andrew commented, “What are they among so many?” Likewise, some may judge your contributions to be very small too. Now, I dare say, do not let anybody, even Satan, discourage you from giving of yourself to the Lord. You may hear voices such as, “What is the use of you trying to do anything? You cannot serve God.” Do not let any such discouraging voices affect you.

God will honour your loving and ready gift to Him, even though man might first despise it. You may face the derision of men, but afterwards you will be used of God. Let us take note that though some considered the boy’s gift as rather insignificant, the Lord Jesus Christ thanked God for the boy’s food and then commanded it to be distributed to the people who were seated. His blessings made the small gift of the boy sufficient for all the people who were gathered around Christ. The miraculous provision continued until all the five thousand were fed and twelve baskets full of bread were left over.

Jesus cares for the hungry and needy through every contribution that comes out of a willing heart. He manifests His goodness and glory through our gifts to bless the humble and the needy. Praise the Lord!

Sermon Text: Psalm 10
Speaker: Pastor Prabhudas Koshy
Date: 15th May 2022

We live in a ‘selfie-world’!

Man’s tendency to boast about himself has been on shameless display on social media, such as Facebook, Instagram and Twitter. The craze of snapping self-portraits and posting them on social media has caught on with a generation enamoured with self-promotion. Some even say, “My day is not complete until the selfie is posted.” Alas, the narcissistic tendencies of man have found a platform for free expression in social media! Self-centredness and an excessive desire to be admired by others are plaguing our modern society.

Though self-boasting seems to give self-satisfaction, those who are engaged in it are unaware of its maladies. They are deluded by the vainglory of self-praise. They pride themselves on their looks, abilities, achievements, willpower, and self-righteousness. Scripture warns us that “in the last days perilous times shall come” when “men shall be lovers of their own selves, covetous, boasters, proud,” etc. (2 Timothy 3:1-2).

Disdainful Speech of Self-Boasting

To boast about oneself is to talk in a bragging manner, and is manifested by prideful speaking about oneself and about the things one possesses or does. God disdains this and regards it as vile and abominable. A boastful person is depicted as wicked, materialistic, arrogant, vulgar, accursed and suchlike. “For the wicked boasteth of his heart’s desire, and blesseth the covetous, whom the LORD abhorreth. The wicked, through the pride of his countenance, will not seek after God: God is not in all his thoughts. His ways are always grievous; thy judgments are far above out of his sight: as for all his enemies, he puffeth at them. He hath said in his heart, I shall not be moved: for I shall never be in adversity. His mouth is full of cursing and deceit and fraud: under his tongue is mischief and vanity” (Psalm 10:3-7).

Scripture tells us that prideful, swelling speech characterises Satan (Isaiah 14:12-15), Antichrist (Daniel 7:8, 11, 25; 8:11; 11:36-37; Revelation 13:5-6), false teachers (2 Peter 2:18; 1 Timothy 6:4), and many churchgoers of the last days (2 Timothy 3:1-2; Jude 16), as well as all that are wicked (Psalms 17:9-10; 73:8-9). The apostle Paul classifies the proud and the boasters in the same category as the haters of God (Romans 1:30). It is then obvious that the persistent habit of self-boasting is a sure mark of the unregenerate person. Hence, no child of God should indulge in it.

Self-boasting is a sin that affects people of all ages – children, youths and adults alike. The book of Proverbs cautions us against boastful speech. It is depicted as foolish utterances of an egoistic person, which will surely lead him to his own dishonour. The overall perception about boasting that the wisdom of Proverbs gives, is that it is not only unwise but also destructive. Self-exaltation will not lead to real, lasting excellency or advantage. So, God’s people are exhorted to avoid all forms of prideful talk. Consider the following admonitions from the book of Proverbs:

• Do not engage in self-praise: “Let another man praise thee, and not thine own mouth; a stranger, and not thine own lips” (Proverbs 27:2). A man who praises himself is one who cannot feel happy until he hoists himself above others. That is certainly not a pretty sight. It is better that we be focused on getting our life and efforts to be praiseworthy before the Lord and His people, rather than praising ourselves. As it has been said, “Self-praise is no commendation.” To be commended by others is certainly to one’s credit and enhances one’s reputation. But to engage in self-commendation will result in one’s own hurt and disgrace! Hence, the apostle Paul also reminds us: “For not he that commendeth himself is approved, but whom the Lord commendeth” (2 Corinthians 10:18).
• Do not boast about tomorrow: “Boast not thyself of to morrow; for thou knowest not what a day may bring forth” (Proverbs 27:1). A person should not praise himself concerning what he will do the next day, simply because he really has no way of knowing for sure what will happen. Never arrogantly presume the future! The apostle James highlights the folly of disregarding this truth when he admonishes those who exult in self-assured planning: “Go to now, ye that say, To day or to morrow we will go into such a city, and continue there a year, and buy and sell, and get gain: whereas ye know not what shall be on the morrow. For what is your life? It is even a vapour, that appeareth for a little time, and then vanisheth away. For that ye ought to say, If the Lord will, we shall live, and do this, or that. But now ye rejoice in your boastings: all such rejoicing is evil” (James 4:13-16). Our ignorance of tomorrow and inability to control tomorrow’s events should stop us from boasting about our future enterprises!
• Do not boast about your unjust gains: “It is naught, it is naught, saith the buyer: but when he is gone his way, then he boasteth” (Proverbs 20:14). This verse depicts a shrewd buyer who unjustly downplays the value of a product in order to get it at a low price, and then brags about the “cheap deal” that he has managed to “snatch” out of the seller. However, God’s children ought to be reminded that all our business dealings and affairs of life should display the glory of our heavenly Father rather than material glory. Rather than profit-making, our lives and activities should manifest fairness, equity, justice, righteousness, grace and compassion. Our desire must be singularly for divine virtues and glory, instead of material wealth and its accompanying glamour!
• Do not boastfully speak of a gift not given yet: “Whoso boasteth himself of a false gift is like clouds and wind without rain” (Proverbs 25:14). “False gifts” are gifts promised but not given. False promises of gifts are truly like clouds without rain which leave many eager and expectant farmers devastated. What great disappointment and distress false promises have inflicted on others! We must not boast of what we have promised, which remains an empty promise until it is delivered! In other words, we should not boast of a promise that we have not made good yet. Neither should we make any promise if we know we cannot follow through its delivery.

From the above selected admonitions from Proverbs, God’s people indeed must beware of and avoid all forms of boastful speech. Finally, we must also realise that prideful speech leads to violence and punishment: “In the mouth of the foolish is a rod of pride” (Proverbs 14:3a). The foolish talk of a person, who is arrogant, hardened and thick-headed in his ways, results in him being punished with a rod. Unguarded words of arrogance can also engender violence, and can act as “a rod” hurting others. So, let us guard our speech, and let it be rid of a self-exalting spirit that troubles others and ourselves.

Sermon Text: Psalm 9
Speaker: Pastor Prabhudas Koshy
Date: 8th May 2022